Day 19 of my Medically Supervised Cold Quit. I'm in my nice dim bedroom. I'm...SWEATING AND SHAKING. It's okay. Really, it is okay, because I am awake, and as long as I hold my head still I don't get the shocks. I can sort of eat. As of today I sort of sleep at night and stay awake during the day. That's an improvement. I'm not constantly clenching my jaw and I can speak above a whisper.
Yeah. It got worse. I'm not kidding or exaggerating when I say that I have touched Hell.
Not ready to talk about it yet.
But I will.
After a few more days of recovery. I'll come back.
(Thanks for the thoughts and prayers. I honestly believe it has helped.)