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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Being Me

from my journal

I'm complex. I like to have the world given to me in black and white because so much in my head is grey.

I'm a tomboy and a lady.

I love trouble but need to be good.

I can't behave all the time and I find sneaky harmless ways to be subversive.

I love Jesus. I want to wear devil horns.

I love people. I want them to all go away.






Actually much of what's in my head is not grey; it's in full vivid frightening colour. And it never stops. It never quiets. It never even slows down.

Any questions?

17 comments:

Heidi the Hick said...

My husband got the Bonus Plan:

married one girl

got ten personalities.

He's so lucky.

Timmy said...

lol! he is very lucky indeed!

Heidi the Hick said...

It's never boring around here, I'll tell ya that!

CindyDianne said...

You know, we just might be kindred spirits! I have those polar opposites going on in me all the time too.

Heidi the Hick said...

Of course, that's why you're here!

I think we all have that but it's either too complicated to deal with, or we're not sharp enough to recognize it.

Anonymous said...

I'm looking for a girl with 10 ta-tas.

Heidi the Hick said...

Sorry, Bug, not only am I taken but I only have 10 personalities.

However they are very perky and cute personalities.

(Except when they're evil...)

Biddie said...

Most of what's in my head never slows down. It's never quiet, either.
I could never popst any of my journal entries. You're brave.
Which personality is that?

dilling said...

have you been reading MY journal?

Distant Timbers Echo said...

Much of what's ON my head is grey, but that's neither here nor there.

I kind of liked this post! It's quirky and deep at the same time!

.:.KC.:. the brown eyed girl said...

In the words of Paris Hilton - Loves It!

Bunny said...

"I love people. I want them to all go away."
I'm so glad I'm not the only one. . .
It's nice to be in such good company!!

Smartypants said...

This all makes sense to me. = )

Notsocranky Yankee said...

Wouldn't want you any other way!

princessoctober said...

Um...are sneaking into my head with some mind reading....I to have many different personalities....Its a fulltime job to keep the evil ones at bay....But, sometimes..just sometimes..I find little ways to let them out to run a muck. Its easier that way.

Heidi the Hick said...

Y'know, it's comforting to find out that there are others who can relate to this.

And also, that even if others don't relate, it's okay!!!

Cie Cheesemeister said...

Sounds like me. However, I'm bipolar. Hope you're not. I wouldn't wish it on anybody. But I wouldn't want to be cured of it because normal people scare me.